bedroom demos

by Dear Pariah

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1.
We walked through the graveyard, laughing between ourselves. At one with our child like selves, putting the sadness on the shelf. i’ve not felt that light in fields of death It was like waking for the first time, my first real breath.. real breath. Oh, peace at last. Why did you fly away from me?
2.
03:00
Can’t you tell where I’ve been? You can see it from the lines of my face. Can’t you see what I’ve seen? You can see it by the blood in my eyes Can’t you tell where i’ve walked, you can judge it by the shape of my calves I can’t tell how you feel We are all the secrets of our past. You don’t know my soul, I don’t know your soul We’ll connect in levels until we grow old But theres a part that we keep to ourselves The shapes, the lies, the blood, on the shelf.. You don’t my soul, I don’t know your soul. You’ll never know my soul, I’ll never know your soul.
3.
03:05
It’s time to let you go, I know. I’ve heard what I want to hear, I’ve seen what I want to see It’s time to go back to reality I’ll turn and walk away, from the fray I know I’ve done all I can, I’ve given every part of me It’s time to go back to reality. Oh no, i don’t want go to back to reality It all makes perfect sense, in my mind. you’re scared of loving me, you’d much rather be free How long can I keep up this imagery? The truth is clear as day, I hate to say i’m just not the one you see, in your future destiny it’s time to go back to reality Oh no, i don’t want go to back to reality Oh no, i don’t want go to back to reality, no.
4.
03:07
my teeth are hurting mama, grinding them in my sleep my cheeks are hurting mama clenching them in my dreams its just this world that we live in can’t we just start again? sitting in bars, looking out the window at the stars man, I’m getting bored. my eyes are heavy mama, working all hours of the day my livers squirming mama as i drown my sorrows using my pay it’s just this life that I’m leading can’t i just start again? sitting in bars, looking out the window at the stars man, I’m getting bored
5.
05:12
what more can i do? I’m already just living for you take me down to the pits of hell no givin, just take take take no lovin, just a lot of hate take me down to the pits of hell filling you full of shame you can’t even say my name take me down to the pits of hell aint what you thought id be don’t even recognise me take me down to the pits of hell shut the door as i go my destination still unknown i aint feeling so very well maybe ill just find a cave or maybe ill just change my name i aint feeling so very well you’re telling me i have a choice to whisper or to raise my voice let me crawl back into my shell sighing at me when i wake grab my shoulders and you shake shake shake let me crawl back into my shell You say its for my own good blunt words released from under your hood til that day, things were going swell lies being disguised as truth aging me out of my youth til that day, things were going swell ill leave without a trace don’t worry, you won’t be seeing my face ill just be a story to tell All i ever wanted was your love without the pushing and that last shove ill just be a story to tell
6.
02:18
I wake up tired and lonely just like yesterday i told the man that I loved him and he just threw it away ill never put myself out there again i forgot how much it burns I’ve learnt my lesson this time Oh god it hurts Oh god it hurts.. Now I’m a solo soldier just marching along Protected by my armour but softened by a song we brush paths sometimes we’ve little words to say, you wish you’d told me you love me, but you just threw it away. Oh god it hurts.. i wake up tired and lonely its been a year i hear you have a new lover and i shed some new tears but then I brush off the ashes and I see how far I’ve come I take a walk to the park to feel the heat of the sun I’m sure ill find the one until then ill enjoy the heat of the sun
7.
I’m feeling older than I ever have im younger than most i know my health is getting real bad just don’t feel up for shows and it got me wondering, last night is it time to give up the dreams i had doesn’t even pay my way, keeps me in a city i hate breathing in the dirt, soaking up the rain just feels like its getting late and it got me wondering last night is it time to give up the dreams i had go rent a house in the country change career, quit the scene let my body rebuild in the air you get the idea, you know what i mean easier said than done giving it up and just walking away let it break my heart in time or severe the cord quick without the wait i’ve been thinking about it a while am i too broken to reach for the dreams i had?

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A small selection of live demos, recorded in my bedroom whilst I was too sick to play live shows.

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released November 22, 2019

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Dear Pariah is the moniker for London based songwriter Charlie Hinchcliff.

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